I have found out that I don’t know how to date anymore. Before my 5 1/2 year relationship, I was super smooooth. I could make a gorgeous lady flutter just by looking at her. (I’m sticking to my story) Out of my entire sexual life, it has been rare for anyone to turn me down or turn me away. Now, I’m 5 1/2 years older, gained a bit of weight, lost a bit of confidence and am realizing that I no longer have a clue. I don’t know how I lost the notorious dating mojo, but I did. I’m not used to rejection but have now received two let downs in the past four weeks. One I deserved because my style was obviously rudimentary. The other, she was just plain rude. Don’t get me wrong, I still receive attention from various and assorted, but thats not the point. I want the ones that I’m selecting, the ones that tick my tock and make me fly, high. I want a mutual spin. Not a one way, one sided ticket. Maybe I’m reeking of desperation or looking too hungry. That never stopped the magic of the mojo working for me before. As a matter of fact, the hungrier I was, the more I was fed. What has changed? How did I slip between the dating cracks? More importantly, how do I climb back out? Though it pains me, I’m not opposed to accepting help from the charitable beautiful.
If your answer is ‘maybe you should wait because you haven’t gotten over your ex yet’, I will ask you to move to the back of the line so someone else can speak. Thank you.
PS. I know. I have to accept rejection, just like everybody else. But I don’t want to. Thats my story and I’m sticking to it. Thanks for listening to my rant.